Face to face with my mortality yet again? What is it with me and near death? What am I supposed to learn that I am not learning, here?
... and will it eventually kill me?
I thought I was well. I keep hoping for hope - hoping for normal - hoping for peace for a season. But each season has it's natural disaster. Every spring has tornados. Every summer has fires. Every fall has hurricanes. Every winter has 100 year storms. Where is the season between the seasons? Where is resting and playing? Where is planning.... where is achieving?
And where will my little girl go without a mommy?
I have to learn it this time. I have to put a stop to these tests of character that I never pass somehow.
What? What?!!! WHAAAAAAAAAAAT?!!!!
12 years ago
2 comments:
You have within u the strength beyond all of this Conna Dewart!
Maybe it's not a testing of character... Conna but a revealing of the strength that is within you... of the hope and the trust and the faith that is there... He gives us nothing beyond what we are able to endure... nothing..
Faeron is in the palm of some really BIG hands...
And you are loved... treasured... and prayed up BIG BIG TIME!
Love you...
Hey Conna --
Another note.. because u know that I've freaked out with u ... :) and cried with u... someone else reading this may not. I do freak out with u... and cry with u on this...
I know that you are in HIS big hands... and that is what I hold on to.
Love you so much! BIG WARM HUGS...
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